I’m in a slump right at this very moment… My aunt just died and we don’t know what the main reason of her death that’s why it is kinda hard. Maybe it’s cardiac arrest or something but even if we are not that close, I mean we don’t talk that often it’s hard to see my mom crying herself out. I’m not that use to see my mom crying because she’s tough, way too tough than me that’s why I almost cried too.
The atrocity of life really can not be seen by the actions of man but by what fate is waiting for him. I’ve read a book about the truth between life and death. As for the scientist’s view: death is a great contribution to another form of life. Dead bodies decomposition excretes Hydrogen/Nitrogen/Sulfur that helps the plants to grow and to balance ecology. For a priest: death is the time where we will all be with the great almighty Father. For the realist’s view: that is life, we actually came from the dust and we will become the dust after our bodies malfunctioned. For the problematic: it’s the best gift to get when the world shuts you down. What a blessing!!! But in reality, what I have in mind is that death is a long term rest that would befall to everyone. It’s just it, the way of nature. Just think of it as a great contribution to balance nature… Yeah! Balance nature…
Where can I get the DVD of this freakin’ anime!! I really like the art, way to go GENEON!!! Anyway, the art is dark, bleak, detailed and I like the coloring system. Since, fortunately I have WOWOW on my cable it’s one of my daily routine to watch Ergo at midnight so in return I get dizzy by day hehe ^_^, but hey it’s worth it.
When I heard that the next world cup will be in South Africa I was a bit anxious. I mean of all places why South Africa?! I asked myself again, why not?!! Yeah! I just remembered something. It’s like hitting two birds with one stone. Oh yeah, I wanted to go to Africa anyway to fulfill my mission of helping out then watch this world cup. I said “COOL”, now I should start saving money for it. Now I can see it clearly that football is for everyone. Dominantly for mature audiences since it proves that there’s no racial discrimination for world cup can also be held in Africa although I can’t stop thinking about the tourist’s safeness and stuff…
Here are the things that I have in mind:
Advantages:
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more jobs for the South Africans
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more tourists means more profit
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opening South Africa to the world
Disadvantages:
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we all know that South Africa has high crime rates
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third world countries tends to act “wildly” with these kinds of events.. Wildly??? Use your imagination…
Worst Case Scenario:
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new plot for the terrorists
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perfect spot to target
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more victims of A-I-D-S… hehe ^_^
Come to think of it… I’m right am I?!
Did Italy played it dirty?!
During the first half Henry was down because of a fatal blow on his neck but yet the first “Free Kick” was done by the Italians. Confused and frustrated Zidane hit his head on Materazzi’s chest before ending the game resulting on to penalty kicks of 5-3 where the Italians won. Trezeguet was having the hard time accepting the fault of loosing the match.
Oh well, still Zinedine Zidane was called to be the greatest player of this worldcup.
Damn I’m definitely dead… Italy won the championship and it’s due to penalties. Darn it!!!
Anyway, Roger Federer defeated Rafael Nadal on their Wimbledon match. I hope Nadal learns his lesson, he’s a little…
France is going to be the WORLDCUP Champion and I bet my life on it.
ZINEDINE ZIDANE will you marry me?! Hehe ^_^
I heard some bad news that he’s going to quit after this worldcup.. Too bad.. O_O
I was pretty confused what path should I follow, whether I should follow where I’m really good at or where I “think” I really wanted to be?! It’s natural to conclude that I should follow the path where I really wanted to be! But the point is it’s very hard.. Let me tell you why…
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What I really wanted to be is the greatest inventor of something that will change the way of man’s living. Its kinda naïve but I will get to that or I hope I will be. It’s hard because many people think about these kinds of ideas as childish and the fact that this country lacks of people that is idealistic, it will be very rigid to start with ideas. Another thing is that we lack source of information. I mean, lack of tools, lack of books, lack of person’s to ask, lack of reliable websites and etc. But if I start with what I’m really good at, I could go to Japan in a fast lane. Why Japan?! Most of the people ask me, why not US or probably some country in Europe?! Yes, yes, I understand the point. I was hoping to enter MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology) four years ago but people change and it’s too expensive to go there. Japan is an expensive country too but I guess I can handle that. I could apply as an artist or as a programmer from any gaming or animation company then start my plans. Adding up, Japan is all about is technology, and now we are engaging to a more serious type. All is powered by binary language and it doesn’t end there. I wanted to start from the country I was obsessed with then work at NASA space station. Japan is a good source of information about the very basic of technology plus I get to watch a lot of dark, bleak, traditional animation. I already adopted their culture if you’re wandering how am I going to cope up! I love Japanese rock music, I love their festivals, I love their G-A-M-E-S, I love their animation, I love their weirdness.
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Maybe I should apply first to an animation company here in the Philippines then pursue my way to Japan then join robot organizations in Akihabara then it might be my start as an engineer.
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What should I do?! Help me, someone?!!! How should I start? Is it possible?!!!! O_O
So cool! I’ve watched some documentary about COLDPLAY’s main vocals “Chris Martin”. He was noble too like me – hehe, he was giving aid to Ghana by giving them sacks of rice. That’s what musicians all about. They do not only care about the music, they are giving aid too. Stupid salaries should not only be benefited by you and your family, as much as possible make a difference upon this planet!! Try to ask yourselves what is the purpose of your existence here?!! Sorry, here I go again! I’m so in to this god damn problem of the world.
I really want to help someday if given the chance. I want to travel the route to Mongolia then to Tibet then to Nepal then to Bangladesh then to India then to Africa. I want to have a culture exchange. I want to know the world better! I want to experience everything, probably climb the Himalayan mountains and of course the mount Everest! I want to see for myself the Aral sea, the laboratory of the so called Anthrax, the ex-KGB facility. I want to travel Siberia, I want to go to Brazil and see the Amazon. I want to meet different kinds of people. I want to be a scientist. I want to be an astronaut. I want to be a doctor. I want to be a roboticist. I want to die happy and satisfied…
The host country lost!!! WTF! I thought Germany is going to be the champion this Worldcup?!! But hell no, France’s Zidane was really big for the German players. I can’t seem to believe that France enters the semi-finals. I can’t wait to watch it this Sunday! Wohoho!!! ^_^
I’ve watched CNN’s Inside Africa the other night and now I’m in a slump.. True, it’s quite impossible to extinguish poverty since it all start up with African increasing refugees. About Darfur, there has been Arabic and African who flee from their places because of a big massacre caused by their own government. Sounds crazy but it’s the truth!! LIVE 8, a concert held somewhere in Europe had extended their aid to smoothen the situation but it’s not enough. That’s why I want to be part of an experimental group that will aid and help people in Africa caused by the shock of hell on earth. I want to be a volunteer of helping African children see the world through my technology. I hope I can but I will!!! This isn’t called maturity, it’s called infornography. Being well informed of the situation. If you know what I mean?! Anyway, we are a piece of meat that rottens with time.
