I’ve just realized, I still don’t know what to do up until this point in my life. I just felt like buying the most expensive camera and fly of this place, travel around the world meet new people and probably it’ll get to me… The answer to my question, I mean not exactly an answer but the relief that I would feel after searching for nothing… Just sending off my worries about my future, the thing I’ve worked hard on or I mean I’ll be working hard on.

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I just don’t know what to do anymore… Where to start or should I start? I hope it gets to me soon… yeah, soon…