Archive for May, 2008

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May

Effects of Boredom…

Well I haven’t been able to update my blog since… February… hmmm what
can I say?! I was sooo busy with my work. I even had no chance finishing
notpron, really bummer… Anyhow, since having this new daily routine going on
in my life, I managed to get a hold of not browsing every single day, like I
mean none.. kapish?! It was totally sickening… The only good thing about
having this so-called job, as far as I could remember; was having to join some
APEC Poster Making contest, some? haha how megalomaniac-ish… Furthermore, I
was hoping… ok? not expecting… to at least place in the finals. I managed
to submit 7 posters even with a hectic schedule for the contest. You can see
everything in my DeviantArt gallery…

http://midori-pencil/deviantart.com.

About the title of my account, effects of boredom; well I could really see
the inadvertently occurrence of having to whine about everything. I tend to plaintively
comment on almost all that my eye could see and I really hate being like this,
feeling like this. They said dreamers should never get bored in what they do.
They should cherish every moment of it. But I just can’t stand thinking and
knowing that someone is striving hard-er to be the best of something they love.
I hate to admit it but I am still in the wrong road and everyone is my enemy. I
can’t escape the road I am in and sure never will. Effects of boredom really
get to me. I can think more and act less reason for having such senseless
things going on my mind. I envy those who are unconsciously able to fulfill
their dreams so easily. It’s like I am in the very deepest part of the
ocean and no matter how hard I try to swim for the surface I can see nothing
but darkness. 

Anyway, I sure hope to win the contest… Good luck to me… Ganbarimasu!!!

Until then, I just wish I can continue my notpron to have this fickle mind
wander about other things… >,<